8.06.2004

Emo Rants

I found this cheesy diary entry on the web from some crazed 15 year old...

Ok this is bad..this is really bad.....I was crying like a little baby all night...I took out my knife and almost cut myself....keyword---almostI ended up stabbing my white teddy bear which I love to death...Now its all cute up and there are little fur thingies flying around the room..now why the hell do I gonna suffer like this? huh? somebody tell me? What the fuck did I do?Did I do something wrong, cause if I did, I wanna know what!!og god, why is this happening to me? Just kill me already!!!!!!!!Don't make me suffer like this, one more night and I swear I'll kill myself, I don't need your help anymore...i looked in the fridge for some beer, just like to get drunk and forget my troubles, but there wasn't any..now what the fuck is happening to me?I gotta seee my goddamn therapist!!I'm not kidding!!!I hate myself!!!You know..I tried to hang myself today..what is this? like my 10th time trying that? omg I almost died, but I just eneded up choking really badly....I have no idea why I'm writing this here, I just don't wanna talk to anyone about this..I'm talking to marty on the phone..I love him to death....i miss him like hell...oh god, I think he's the only person who keeps me sane on this planet....I haven't thought of a suicide in like amonth...what makes this day so special...huh?Just fucking let me die already! what the fuck are you waiting for? huh?

Oh the emotion...kaka


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