Draaaaaaaaammaa

It's ironic to me how each time I feel like things are going relatively well and I feel relatively content, something always comes also to throw my world off kilter. The other day, someone from myspace messaged me and for once I decided to respond. Generally I ignore every message I get. I'm never much interested in the insipid comments these random strangers have to say. There's always an exception though... This particular person was not only handsome, but flirty, and lives in the same city as me. So we chat for a bit back and forth and at first I wasn't really interested at all. I have been fine with the fact that I'm going to go it alone in my life. Trying to meet people to get involved with romantically seems too tedious and frustrating even though I seem to seek it out in spite of myself.

So I make the mistake of responding to one of the more handsome guys who sends me a message and of course I end up getting all emo about it. I never say the right thing to these guys, so they end up losing interest. Of course it happened again. Make me bitter...................